sobota, 17 września 2011
a thrill going through my spine
Exists a funny coincidence of senses and feelings. Sometimes when I listen to a good (hardcore) music I feel exactly as when falling in love, with butterflies in my belly and this specific feeling of desire in the abdomen. When I'm physically close to someone who attracts me, this very unique moment of not yet touching but already exchanging each others warmth, my skin feels exactly the same as taking a hot bath. Wonder, which of those feelings and senses are determined by culture and the way I'm taught to use my body, which are completely uncontrolled and not determined. Wonder, which part of all that I feel when I make love to you comes from my nerve receptors, which part is projected and what kind of interpretations that I do not realize happens on the way from your lips on my neck to information in my brain and a thrill going through my spine.